cai report

the politic hollanda…..

opposition

abc

the government

abc

they abc

forum

debat

debacle

intervision:

head hunting one and an other

with a load of rubbish

in

a demoscratos

1 april

cool

gaby germany

shotgun
cleopatra snake bite cold horny
rescue me – like a prayer – justify my love
the power of goodbye
sorry
hung up
bye bye baby
desperately seeking susan, movie

with the homogay regards,
toady en cai
cvd
xx
milano ’86

cheat
humour the game:
dis
like
a virgin

art

4

signals

networks

on my pc

visible

.

en invisible?

…..

In silence

greet

en

joy

the blue way

new order
blue
white
purple
new order
was
once
in de MAC
in harderwijk, holland.
once
madame butterfly
malcom mclaren
once
relax
frankie goes to hollywood
once
nina hagen
new york
once
moeras
een waterpijp
once
mazzo
amsterdam
yeke yeke
etc.
once
and I smoke
lol

becausen

multiply

Toady and I written samsam

engelsdutch

why why not

becausen

taal fouten?

grammer correction?

lol

we are gay

we are not perfect.

fantastico.

engelsdutch

bye de english USA with that one.

fantastico.

on high school I did not wanted to study english

I had to.

ridiculous.

we write engelsdutch.

homogay,

splendid.

have a nice weekend.

ccx

ftx

coach yourself angels

thxs for your massage message
cool
I love writting abc
it helped me setting me free first insilence myself on paper when I was young.

I could not speak about many things inside me.

but I could write.

suffering

life

as a second death

for years

because

of misery with hearing (feeling) voices

of sickness ( to  a hospital 4 times because of aids)

a long suffer time

but

I became wiser and naive again about my past.

so also hiv made me wise

also, not alone, it is also suffering.

I could write for days about the shit time.

I will not do that.

It made me also happy a new me.

renewed

within

Toady, samsam.

I love myself.

that is the base for myself

and

for my contact with others.

I changed my name

It gave me a new me

reborn.

fantastico.

have a nice day

fantastico: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enigma_(musical_project)

Enigma is an electronic musical project founded in Germany by Michael Cretu, David Fairstein and Frank Peterson in 1990. The Romanian-born Cretu conceived the Enigma project while working in Germany, but has based his recording studio A.R.T. Studios in Ibiza, Spain, since the early 1990s until May 2009, where he has recorded all of Enigma’s studio releases to date. Cretu is both the composer and the producer of the project. His former wife, pop singer Sandra, often provided vocals on Enigma tracks. Jens Gad co-arranged and played guitar on three of the Enigma albums. Peter Cornelius also contributed to Enigma during the 1990s.

milano

platoon

table round the table

fussball 11 en 11

okay

cairo

new delphi

milano

jj

cc

zeus is my friend

two times

jj

cc

cool

c

k

cancer

k

k

k

pkk

lalala

cheating

message

people

with kkp

ira

eta

lol

milano

fun.

with the art of coytecai

milano regards,

’86

homo mafia

mafioso

naive

I

he

we were naive

wise

cool.