thxs for your massage message
I love writting abc
it helped me setting me free first insilence myself on paper when I was young.
I could not speak about many things inside me.
but I could write.
as a second death
of misery with hearing (feeling) voices
of sickness ( to a hospital 4 times because of aids)
a long suffer time
I became wiser and naive again about my past.
so also hiv made me wise
also, not alone, it is also suffering.
I could write for days about the shit time.
I will not do that.
It made me also happy a new me.
I love myself.
that is the base for myself
for my contact with others.
I changed my name
It gave me a new me
have a nice day